beads and a reason

I need a new necklace, and I thought about buying one on etsy.  Then I decided to make my own and bought some beads.  But then I started making one and ran out of blue beads.  And then I made another but it's very plain and I don't like how it turned out.  I think I'm going to take it apart and try again.

I dreamt I was in love with the king of the underworld, and he wasn't very nice.  I decided these nightmares I have about evil governments and dystopias might come from watching a lot of X-Files as a young person.