party person

Last night there was a party--I liked talking to my friend, seeing kids, being supported by Ming.  He was my party-buddy.  He brought me snacks but mostly stayed with me.  What a nice spouse.

I got to see the kid who I'm godmother to and the two siblings of that kid.  I got to feel some family love.  It was really tiring--I was already tired before we went there.  But Ming helped us leave at a good time.

I'm trying to reach out, diversify, ask for help, make plans with people, be as honest as I can.  It takes a lot of energy.  I'm trying to care for me and be here for me.  Some things I need help with, though.