name change

I changed the name of my food blog from "why I'm fat" to "what I eat." But the url stayed the same.

The goal with the food journal is to be more aware of what I'm eating without getting food obsessed. The goal is to be light hearted about it and just document. But I've learned something already: when I feel agitated, I have the impulse to eat to calm myself down. I didn't know this about myself. "Like a pacifier for a baby," I told Erik.

I wanted to change the name so it wouldn't seem that I'm beating myself up. I'm really not. Part of the irony is how fat I am while not eating fast food, not eating ice cream, potato chips, or chocolate. I might eat more cheese than the average person, but I'm hoping that's counteracted by the lack of meat.